[Valence series] 4. Valence & Liking / Admiring

post by Steven Byrnes (steve2152) · 2024-06-10T14:19:51.194Z · LW · GW · 12 comments

Contents

  4.1 Post summary / Table of contents
  4.2 Key concept: “liking / admiring”
    4.2.1 Intuitive (extreme) example of “liking / admiring”
    4.2.2 Examples of “liking” without “liking / admiring”
    4.2.3 Examples of “liking / admiring” without “admiring”
  4.3 Proposal: “Beth likes / admires Alice” = “the concept of ‘Alice’ has positive valence in Beth’s mind”
    4.3.1 What’s happening with valence in cases where “liking” comes apart from “liking / admiring”?
  4.4 An innate “drive to feel liked / admired”
    4.4.1 Claim: People’s motivation to feel liked / admired is an innate drive, not just a learned strategy
    4.4.2 How might an innate “drive to feel liked / admired” work?
    4.4.3 Side note: Should we make AGIs with a “drive to feel liked / admired”?
  4.5 Our tendency to pick careers, preferences, clothes, beliefs, etc. that seem “high-status”
    4.5.1 Path 1: (I like / admire Alice) & (Alice likes X) → (I like X) → (I try to do X)
    4.5.2 Path 2: (Alice likes X) → (if I do X, then Alice will like / admire me more) → (I try to do X)
  4.6 Our tendency to want people we like / admire to “lead”—i.e., to afford them more “social status”
    4.6.1 Side note: prestige versus dominance
  4.7 My self-esteem (i.e., the valence I assign to “myself”) is not the same as my tendency to be liked / admired. But it is strongly affected by that.
    4.7.1 Connection to active self-concept formation, externalization of ego-dystonic tendencies, etc.
  4.8 Conclusion
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4.1 Post summary / Table of contents

Part of the Valence series [? · GW].

(This is my second attempt to write the 4th post of my valence series. If you already read the previous attempt [LW · GW] and are unsure whether to read this too, see footnote→^[1]. Also, note that this post has a bit of overlap with (and self-plagiarism from) my post Social status part 2/2: everything else [LW · GW], but the posts are generally quite different.)

The previous three posts built a foundation about what valence is, and how valence relates to thought in general. Now we’re up to our first more specific application: the application of valence to the social world.

Here’s an obvious question: “If my brain really assigns valence to any and every concept in my world-model, well, how about the valence that my brain assigns to the concept of some other person I know?” I think this question points to an important and interesting phenomenon that I call “liking / admiring”—I made up that term, because existing terms weren’t quite right. This post will talk about what “liking / admiring” is, and some of its important everyday consequences related to social status, mirroring, deference, self-esteem, self-concepts, and more.

• Section 4.2 spells out a concept that I call “liking / admiring”. For example, if Beth likes / admires Alice, then Beth probably is interested in Alice’s opinions, and Beth probably cares what Alice thinks about her, and Beth probably is happy to be in the presence of Alice, and so on.
• Section 4.3 suggests that liking / admiration is a special case of valence, where it’s applied to a person: if “Beth likes / admires Alice”, then the concept “Alice” evokes positive valence in Beth’s brain.
• Section 4.4 proposes that we have an innate “drive to feel liked / admired”, particularly by people whom we ourselves like / admire in turn. I speculate on how such a drive might work in the brain.
• Section 4.5 discusses our tendency to “mirror” people whom we like / admire, in their careers, clothes, beliefs, and so on.
• Section 4.6 discusses our related tendency to defer to people whom we like / admire when we interact with them—i.e., to treat them like they have high social status.
• Section 4.7 argues that feeling liked / admired is different from having high self-esteem, but that the former can have an outsized impact on the latter. I also relate this idea to the dynamics of self-concept formulation—for example, when we split motivations into externalized ego-dystonic “urges” versus internalized ego-syntonic “desires”, we often tend to do so in a way that maximizes our self-esteem and (relatedly) maximizes the extent to which we implicitly feel liked / admired.
• Section 4.8 is a brief conclusion.

4.2 Key concept: “liking / admiring”

I’m using the term “liking / admiring” to talk about a specific thing. I’ll try to explain what it is. Note that it doesn’t perfectly line up with how people commonly use the English words “liking” or “admiring”.

4.2.1 Intuitive (extreme) example of “liking / admiring”

I’m Beth, a teenage fan-girl of famous pop singer Alice, whom I am finally meeting in person. Let’s further assume that my demeanor right now is “confident enthusiasm”: I am not particularly worried or afraid about the possibility that I will offend Alice, nor am I sucking up to Alice in expectation of favorable treatment (in fact, I’m never going to see her again after today). Rather, I just really like Alice! I am hanging on Alice’s every word like it was straight from the mouth of God. My side of the conversation includes things like “Oh wow!”, “Huh, yeah, I never thought about it that way!”, and “What a great idea!”. And (let us suppose) I’m saying all those things sincerely, not to impress or suck up to Alice.

That’s a good example of what I mean by “Beth likes / admires Alice”.

One side effect of really liking Alice is that I’ll tend to also want to do things that Alice does—or if I don’t want to do them myself, I’ll at least be more likely to think of them as good things to do. If Alice likes going to a certain bar, then (in my mind) it must be a friggin’ awesome bar! In other words, I’m applying the halo effect to Alice (see §3.4.4 [LW · GW])—more discussion in §4.5–§4.6 below.

I’m picking a very extreme example to make it clear. For example, I happen to like / admire the actor Tom Hanks to a small degree; but I like / admire him much, much, much less strongly than how much Beth likes / admires Alice in the story above.

4.2.2 Examples of “liking” without “liking / admiring”

The reason I’m using the term “like / admire”, instead of just “like”, is that it’s a specific kind of liking—something a bit like “Beth likes Alice in Alice’s capacity as a person with beliefs and desires and agency”. So some non-examples of liking / admiring would be:

• If Bob “likes” Alice as a potential sex object, but Bob doesn’t particularly care for Alice in any other way—e.g. he doesn’t care about her opinions or preferences—that would not be an example of “liking / admiring”.
• Many TV shows have characters who serve as comic-relief punching-bags, subject to continual derision—for example, Milhouse Van Houten in The Simpsons, or Jerry Smith in Rick and Morty. I might say “I like Milhouse”, kinda meaning “I like that this character exists, and I’m very happy when he shows up in an episode”. But that’s not an example of what I’m calling “liking / admiring”.

4.2.3 Examples of “liking / admiring” without “admiring”

The reason I’m using the term “like / admire”, instead of just “admire” (or “respect”), is because my “liking / admiring” does not have to be reflectively-endorsed, or ego-syntonic, or associated with an all-things-considered desire to emulate the person. Nor does it imply that you think of the target as somehow above or better than yourself. As some examples:

• It’s perfectly possible for me to “like / admire” Genghis Khan, but also be well aware that he’s responsible for tens of millions of deaths, and hence very much not a role model whom I “admire”.
  • My mood here is kinda analogous to the people lampooned in this xkcd comic, who are getting very excited for a nascent hurricane to be unusually huge, “with hastily-tacked-on notes about how it will be tragic if anyone dies and they hope it's a dud”. Those people are obviously assigning positive valence to the hurricane, because it’s big and exciting and powerful, even though they consciously “know” that hurricanes are bad. (Related discussion [LW · GW].)
• When I was a kid, I mildly “liked / admired” Superman. Maybe I sometimes imagined myself as Superman, punching the bad guys. But I would have never said “I admire Superman”. That would have been ridiculous! It’s just a silly work of fiction.
• If King Henry grows to like and trust his Loyal Advisor Jeeves, then we would probably not say that “King Henry admires Jeeves” in everyday speech. But I would say that King Henry “likes / admires” Jeeves.

4.3 Proposal: “Beth likes / admires Alice” = “the concept of ‘Alice’ has positive valence in Beth’s mind”

In §2.4.1 [LW · GW], I proposed a “linear model” [LW · GW], where “thoughts” are compositional (i.e., basically made of lots of little interlocking pieces), and that the total valence is linearly additive over those thought-pieces (a.k.a. “concepts”).

My proposal is simple: “Beth likes / admires Alice” to the extent that Beth’s brain assigns positive valence to the “Alice” concept.

4.3.1 What’s happening with valence in cases where “liking” comes apart from “liking / admiring”?

In §4.2.2 just above, I mentioned two examples where the everyday notion “liking” comes apart from “liking / admiring”—namely, “I like Milhouse (as an object of derision)”, and “Bob likes Alice (as an object of sexual desire)”. Those have something to do with positive valence, but I also said that they were not examples of “like / admire”. So, what’s going on?

My answer is: It’s the same idea as I discussed in §2.4.1.1 [LW · GW]. There, I gave the example where, for a pro-Israel reader, “Hamas” would have negative valence, but “Hamas as the subject of my righteous indignation” would have positive valence. Well, in exactly the same way, it’s entirely possible for my brain to assign negative valence to “Milhouse”, while assigning positive valence to “Milhouse as an object of my condescension”.

4.4 An innate “drive to feel liked / admired”

4.4.1 Claim: People’s motivation to feel liked / admired is an innate drive, not just a learned strategy

For everything I’ve said so far in this post, there needn’t be anything special and specific in the brain underlying liking / admiring per se. The same brain mechanisms that associate positive valence with the thought of a particular chair, can likewise associate positive valence with the thought of a particular person.

But I do think there's something special and specific that the genome builds into the brain for a drive to feel liked / admired. This would be a reflex that says: if I believe that someone else likes / admires me—especially if it’s someone else I like / admire in turn—then that belief is itself intrinsically rewarding to me.

(In an earlier version of this post, I was using the term “status drive” for this reflex. And it certainly has plenty to do with status-seeking! But now I think “drive to feel liked / admired” is a much better and more specific term. I think “status-seeking” in full generality is a more complicated topic, probably involving at least two different innate drives^[2] in conjunction with various learned strategies.)

Stepping back a bit: As I’ve mentioned in §2.5 [LW · GW] and discussed in much more detail elsewhere [LW · GW], I think there’s a sharp and important distinction between “innate drives” versus the various products of within-lifetime learning. One way to tell them apart is that, if something is not a human cross-cultural universal, then it’s unlikely to be directly related to an innate drive. But the converse is not true: If something is a cross-cultural universal, then maybe it’s directly related to an innate drive, or an alternative possibility is that everyone has similar learning algorithms, and everyone has similar life experience (in certain respects), so maybe everyone winds up adopting the same habits. Let’s call that alternative possibility “convergent learning”.

Applying this general idea to the phenomenon of “wanting to be liked / admired”, I believe that this phenomenon is a cross-cultural human universal. So two hypotheses would be: (1) it’s a direct innate drive, or alternatively (2) it’s “convergent learning”—each person learns from life experience that lots of good things happen when other people like / admire them.

Anyway, my strong belief is that it’s (1) not (2)—a direct innate drive, not “convergent learning”. That belief comes from various sources, including how early in life liking/admiration-seeking starts, how reliable it is, the person-to-person variability in how much people care about being liked / admired, and the general inability of people to not care about being liked / admired, even in situations where it has no other downstream consequences.

Here’s another piece of evidence, maybe: I think some high-functioning sociopaths are (in many but not all respects) examples of what it looks like for a person to operate in the social world via pure learned strategy rather than innate social drives. How does their liking / admiration-seeking behavior compare to normal? My impression is: they are substantially more open-minded to forgoing liking / admiration than normal. In particular, there’s a strategy of “getting other people to pity me”. This strategy seems to be a good way to extract favors from people, and high-functioning sociopaths famously use this strategy way more than most people.^[3] But this strategy seems to require a lack of liking / admiration-seeking—if you’re being pitied, then you’re not being liked / admired. So maybe that’s another bit of evidence that the pursuit of liking / admiration normally derives from an innate drive, not from within-lifetime learning of instrumentally-useful social strategies.

4.4.2 How might an innate “drive to feel liked / admired” work?

If I’m right, then how does that innate drive work? Neuroscientific details would be way out of scope (and I don’t know them anyway). But in broad strokes, my proposal is:

If I like / admire Tom, and I have a thought wherein I imagine Tom to be liking / admiring me in turn, then that thought is positive valence, a.k.a. intrinsically motivating.

Spelling out the recipe in a bit more detail:

• Suppose there’s some other person I know of, let’s say Tom, and assume that I like / admire Tom.
• Suppose now I think a thought ${\Theta }_1$…
  • …and this thought entails imagining that Tom is thinking Thought ${\Theta }_2$ which is about me…
  • …and I imagine that Tom finds Thought ${\Theta }_2$ to have valence $V_2$ (i.e., the more positive $V_2$ is, the more I imagine that Tom likes / admires me) …
• …then my brain assigns a valence $V_1$ to Thought ${\Theta }_1$, roughly proportional to $V_2$. So if $V_2$ is positive, then my Thought ${\Theta }_1$ is motivating, and if $V_2$ is negative, then my Thought ${\Theta }_1$ is demotivating / aversive. Also, the more that I like / admire Tom, the higher the proportionality constant.

The even-more-detailed version would involve a mechanism that enables my brainstem to detect and react to transient empathetic simulations. In a post last year [LW · GW], I surmised that most human social innate drives, from schadenfreude to compassion, centrally involve transient empathetic simulations. But I didn’t have any good examples at the time. Well, the above “drive to feel liked / admired” recipe is my first good example! Or so I hope—I still need to flesh it out into a more detailed model, like with nuts-and-bolts pseudocode along with how it’s implemented in neuroanatomy. (And then proving that hypothesis experimentally would be far harder still.)

Two more details:

First, there might be an adaptation mechanism—if you’re used to being strongly liked / admired, then thoughts of other people liking / admiring you gradually lose some or most of their positive valence. Instead you get positive valence for thoughts of other people liking / admiring you more than the baseline expectation.

Second, if I have a thought wherein I imagine Tom liking / admiring me, that thought doesn’t have to be consciously-endorsed, or plausible-upon-reflection. I think people can make decisions that turn their life upside-down, based on a feeling that their idols would be impressed by those decisions if they ever learned about them, when in fact that feeling is wildly divorced from what those idols would actually think.^[4] Motivated reasoning (§3.3 [LW · GW]) is relevant here, as everywhere.

4.4.3 Side note: Should we make AGIs with a “drive to feel liked / admired”?

(If you don’t know what “AGI” stands for, see context here [? · GW], or maybe just skip this section, it’s irrelevant to the rest of this series.)

There’s a long history of otherwise-intelligent people proposing to build future powerful AGI agents with motivations and drives that would just really really obviously (from my perspective) make those AGIs behave in a dangerous and antisocial way—see here and here [LW · GW] for two of many examples.

I think the prospect of an AGI displaying the full suite of human status-seeking behaviors is likewise terrifying—see for example The Status Game by Will Storr (example excerpt here [LW · GW]) for a dark picture of the consequences of status.

On the other hand, a “drive to feel liked / admired” is just one piece of status-seeking, and maybe by itself it’s not all bad?? In particular, it seems like it would be nice to know how to make AGIs that follow human norms [LW · GW], and I think the “drive to feel liked / admired” is a major part of why humans follow human norms (see §4.5 below). Hence, if we make brain-like AGI [? · GW], a drive to feel liked / admired might be a piece of that puzzle towards making it safe and beneficial.

(Incidentally, LLMs are not brain-like, and insofar as they seem to follow human norms, they do it via a very different path, as discussed here [LW · GW].)

That’s just food for thought. I don’t have a strong opinion right now. I want to make much more progress in assembling a more complete list of human innate social drives, and understanding their consequences, and only then revisit which of those drives (if any) we would want to put into future AGIs.

4.5 Our tendency to pick careers, preferences, clothes, beliefs, etc. that seem “high-status”

I think there’s a general tendency wherein, if people that I like / admire are doing Thing X, then I’ll be tempted to do X too. This applies to choosing careers, clothes, beliefs, behaviors, slang, and so on, and also includes subconscious “mirroring”. Incidentally, we might start thinking of these careers, clothes, beliefs, etc. as “high-status” or “prestigious”.

I think there are two different, mutually-reinforcing paths that lead to this same behavior:

4.5.1 Path 1: (I like / admire Alice) & (Alice likes X) → (I like X) → (I try to do X)

This path does not involve the “drive to feel liked / admired” of §4.4 above.

In fact, I don’t think this path requires any specific innate social brain mechanisms beyond the general concepts that I’ve already discussed in this series. Instead, I think it’s just the same thing as the phenomenon of §2.5.1 [LW · GW]: if different concepts “go together”, then TD learning will tend to push their respective valences towards each other. Thus, if the thought of Alice tends to evoke highly positive valence, and I often think about how Alice is doing Thing X, then the valence that my brain assigns to Thing X is liable to go up as well. And then, naturally (§2.4.3 [LW · GW]), I’m going to want to do Thing X myself (or at least, I’ll think it’s a good thing to do in general, even if it’s not really a good fit for me personally).

4.5.2 Path 2: (Alice likes X) → (if I do X, then Alice will like / admire me more) → (I try to do X)

This path does involve the “drive to feel liked / admired” of §4.4 above. It’s kinda the mirror image of the previous path: In Path 1, positive valence bleeds over from a person I respect to their idiosyncratic fashion accessories. Whereas here in Path 2, positive valence will bleed over from already-trendy fashion accessories to me, in the eyes of the people whom I like / admire—or at least, that’s what I’m imagining / fantasizing.

4.6 Our tendency to want people we like / admire to “lead”—i.e., to afford them more “social status”

The section heading is a reference to the term “leading” as defined in Social status part 1/2: negotiations over object-level preferences (§1.2) [LW · GW], and to the term “social status” as defined in Social status part 2/2: everything else (§2.4) [LW · GW].

If I find myself with someone I greatly like / admire, I tend to defer to them in questions about what to do, where to go, etc. What’s happening in my brain, such that I do that? My answer is: it’s the same idea as the previous section.

Suppose Alice says “we should go to karaoke”. Bam, I have learned something important about Alice: she thinks karaoke is a good idea right now. So “Path 1” of the previous section says: my brain assigns positive valence to Alice, and then I think about how Alice likes karaoke right now, and so my brain increments the valence of karaoke-right-now (§2.5.1 [LW · GW]). And “Path 2” of the previous section says: I can expect that if Alice learns that I’m also enthusiastic about karaoke-right-now, then Alice’s brain will do the reverse thing, incrementing its valence for me—i.e., Alice will like / admire me marginally more, which in turn is strongly intrinsically motivating because of my “drive to feel liked / admired” (§4.4 above).

Either way, the end result is that I’m trying to preemptively suss out Alice’s preferences and go along with them.

4.6.1 Side note: prestige versus dominance

In “dual strategies theory” (see Elephant in the Brain for a friendly introduction), there are two kinds of “status”, namely prestige and dominance. I think this is oversimplified, but pointing at something real. See my post Social status part 2/2: everything else [LW · GW] for extensive discussion.

Anyway, “liking / admiring” is centrally involved in “prestige”, whereas it has very little to do with “dominance”.

4.7 My self-esteem (i.e., the valence I assign to “myself”) is not the same as my tendency to be liked / admired. But it is strongly affected by that.

I have a self-concept too, and like all concepts, it has a valence—something like “how good or bad I feel about myself in general right now”. Let’s call that valence by the name “self-esteem”. Equivalently, this would be the extent to which I like / admire myself.

I claim that there’s a strong connection between self-esteem, and being liked / admired by other people (especially people whom you like / admire yourself). Here’s how I think that works:

As mentioned above (§4.5), we tend to settle into the same valence assignments as our friends and in-group. For example, if my friends and in-group think that Marvel movies are great, I’m liable to wind up feeling that way too, other things equal.

Well, by the exact same mechanism, if my friends and in-group (i.e., the people whom I like / admire) like / admire me in turn, then I’m liable to wind up feeling liking / admiring myself as well, other things equal. And conversely, if the people whom I like / admire tend to dislike and scorn me, then I’m liable to wind up disliking and scorning myself.

I’m not 100% sure, and I can’t prove it, but I don’t think there’s any direct innate drive for self-esteem to be high. I think we care about self-esteem only for reasons that directly or indirectly route through other people, and especially through the “drive to feel liked / admired”. I think low self-esteem is demotivating / aversive only because of its above mental association with not being liked / admired, and conversely I think high self-esteem is motivating only because of its mental association with being liked / admired.

4.7.1 Connection to active self-concept formation, externalization of ego-dystonic tendencies, etc.

I think there’s also some connection between those ideas and self-concept formation. For example [LW · GW], a food snob might say “I love fine chocolate”, while a dieter might say “I have an urge to eat fine chocolate". These two people are talking about the same kind of brain signal, but the food snob is treating that signal as ego-syntonic and “internalizing” it as a core part of themselves, whereas the dieter is treating that signal as ego-dystonic and “externalizing” it as an unwelcome intrusion from outside their core self.

I think drawing the boundaries of a self-concept is (partly) a choice, and like all choices, my brain (tautologically—see §1.5.3 [LW · GW]) makes the choice that has higher valence.^[5]

As discussed in §2.5 [? · GW], valence assignments are determined to some extent by every innate drive, in conjunction with a lifetime of experience including culture. But I do think that a major factor in self-concept formation in most people stems from the “drive to feel liked / admired”.

When that drive is the determining factor in self-concept decisions, then for reasons discussed above, we’re not only making decisions that maximize “drive to feel liked / admired”, but we’re also making decisions that maximize self-esteem. In other words, we’ll conceptualize ourselves in a way that makes us think most highly of ourselves, which correlates with making other people we like / admire think highly of us.

Thus, socially-disapproved (by people we like / admire, such as our in-group) behaviors tend to get externalized as ego-dystonic intrusions, as opposed to part of “our true self”. Similarly, rationalizations are concocted and memories distorted as much as possible in a way that vibes with in-group social approval, via motivated reasoning (§3.3) [LW · GW]. I think that’s the big kernel of truth behind the Robert Trivers self-deception school of thought.

Confusingly, things like humility and sincerity are often socially approved, in which case the very process described in this subsection will be downplaying its own existence! This would happen via the same mechanisms mentioned above, like externalization, rationalization, and other sorts of motivated reasoning (§3.3) [LW · GW].

4.8 Conclusion

I still have some lingering uncertainties, but the basic connection between valence, liking / admiring, and (one aspect of) social status seems really obvious to me in hindsight—almost trivial. And thus I find it weird that I don’t recall ever seeing it in the literature, or really anywhere else. (Old Scott Alexander blog posts are closest.) Has anyone else? I’m very interested to hear your thoughts, ideas, references, counterexamples, and so on in the comments section.

The next post [LW · GW] will be the last of the series, discussing how I think valence signals might shed light on certain aspects of mental health and personality.

Thanks to Rafael Harth, Seth Herd, Aysja Johnson, Justis Mills, Charlie Steiner, Adele Lopez, and Garrett Baker for critical comments on earlier drafts.

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   The previous version is here [LW · GW]. I wrote it in December 2023, centered around an idea (which I still think is right, and remains the core of this new version) that there’s a very important phenomenon associated with people assigning valence to other people, and that this phenomenon has something to do with social status and “prestige”. But I was pretty confused about social status and prestige, so the post wound up with a core good idea along with a bunch of stuff that I no longer endorse. Then in February 2024 I read a bunch more about social status and wrote up my take in the pair of posts Social status part 1/2: negotiations over object-level preferences [LW · GW] and Social status part 2/2: everything else [LW · GW]. Those posts were not mainly about valence, but part 2 referred back to my valence idea in a couple places, including (implicitly or explicitly) some corrections to what I had said before. So if you carefully read all three of those earlier posts, then you can probably figure out what I currently think about everything, and there’s not much new for you here in this post. But it occurred to me a few days ago that it’s annoying to make readers jump through hoops like that. New readers coming across the Valence series [? · GW] are entitled to read something that’s clean and self-contained and hopefully-mostly-correct. So I rewrote this post.

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   In particular, there might be a “drive to feel feared” in parallel to my proposed “drive to feel liked / admired”. But if so, that’s out of scope for this post.

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   Source: Martha Stout’s book: “After listening for almost twenty-five years to the stories my patients tell me about sociopaths who have invaded and injured their lives, when I am asked, “How can I tell whom not to trust?” the answer I give usually surprises people. The natural expectation is that I will describe some sinister-sounding detail of behavior or snippet of body language or threatening use of language that is the subtle giveaway. …None of those things is reliably present. Rather the best clue is, of all things, the pity play. …Pity from good people is carte blanche… Perhaps the most easily recognized example is the battered wife whose sociopathic husband beats her routinely and then sits at the kitchen table, head in his hands, moaning that he cannot control himself and that he is a poor wretch whom she must find it in her heart to forgive. There are countless other examples, a seemingly endless variety, some even more flagrant than the violent spouse and some almost subliminal.” Also, I’ve known two high-functioning sociopaths in my life (I think), and they were both very big into the “pity play”.

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   More humdrum example: I happen to have a nerdy little kid, and sometimes he evidently has a very, very intense desire to tell me about the exciting thing that he did in Zelda. He begs me to listen. I can tell him a million times that I’m not gonna be impressed, and then I listen to what he has to say, and then immediately afterwards I could say “yup, I’m not impressed, I really don’t care, and I’m carrying a very heavy object up the stairs right now, can you please let me by?” And it wouldn’t put him off for a second! He’s just delighted to have shared his story, and he’ll do the same thing tomorrow with equal enthusiasm. I think he’s just typical-mind-fallacy [? · GW]-ing me really hard. I can tell him that I’m unimpressed, but deep in his subconscious, he doesn’t really believe me. His mental model of discovering the Zelda secret has such a high valence in his head, that when he does a transient empathetic simulation [LW · GW] of me thinking about that same discovery, he imagines my brain assigning it a super-high valence too, no matter how much I protest that my brain isn’t doing that. (It’s very cute, and I’m sure I did the same thing when I was a nerdy little kid!)

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   I say “my brain makes the choice that has higher valence” rather than “I make the choice that has higher valence”, because the choice concerns what the definition of “I” is! It can be kinda mind-bending to think about. I’ll leave it there rather than getting into a long off-topic digression.

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